heyhey.... 2 more days to deepavali and i haven done anything... haiz haiz... not in the mood... actually i dun think anyone in the family is in the mood....
a sick grandfather on one side and a sick aunty on the other side.... sometimes i'm so lost in my thoughts that i tend to look like i'm EMO... which i actually am....
so many things at once and i can't seem to handle it... i just want to go back to 3 months ago where i was smiling all the time and i had everything....
even thou i have everything now,, i feel weird... like i'm goin to lose something or maybe some one...
i just feel scared... :(
i just pray everything goes back to normal...
and today i had the scariest dream... i dreamt that i was hit by a huge truck and i die on the way to hospital... couldn't slp after that... haiz haiz...
i think i'm just paraniod...
nvm... i gtg now...
this 2 wks have been the worst 2 weeks of my life.. i wan to go back to being like before....