heyhey.... my parents just left the house.... my brother went to the airport with them... i didn't go coz i wasn't feeling too well...i didn't really want them to go... i kept telling my mum not to go... but she thot i was jokin... and they had to go coz they already bought the tickets and all.... u probably think that i'm a weirdo or something.... but i'm really worried... and paraniod... this happens when something happens to someome close to u... i think i'm starting to get paranoid abt losing everything... everyone i mean... i think the death has really affected me... my periamma was really close to me... she used to take care of me when i was a kid... and her house used to be like my second home... she was a really soft lady... used to cry for evry thing... she was afraid of cats.. when i was younger, my uncle used to hit her. and i would get really angry and whack him wif the cane!!.... she was such a great mum.. but her kids didn't deserve to have her... haiz haiz,... now everytime i think abt her, i'll start crying... i dun wanna talk abt it anymore... i hope they my parents have a great time but at the same time, i hope they come back safely as soon as possible...
