doin things that r not right... but i'm still doin them anyway... probably coz they make me happy..... but this happiness lasts only for a while.... after that i go back to being the confused person that i always have been.... wat i need is, someone who understands me... someone who knows wat i'm thinkin just by lookin at my face... someone who needs me to be ther.... someone who doesn't hav his ego in his relationship..... and someone who reminds me alot... :).... i dun think thats alot to ask.... and i'm sure u can giv it all.... coz i've just described u...... and the last thing is that i'm sick of being wat i am now.... always number 2.... i had enough..... with family... with friends.... with everyone.... ___________________________________ i'm suprised that someone actually took the time to analyse my blog... lol... and u figured it out quite well..... i dunno if u'll be able to figure this one out.... if u're able to, lets just keep it between us k?... thanks..... i hope u tell me soon.... :) but i'm not forcing u.... :) ____________________________________ hey, u're not even my friend, and u have no right to get angry wif who i go out wif..... wher i go.... wat i wear.... wat time i come back... ba.si.ca.ll.y... mind ur own business ASSHOLE.... ____________________________________ thats it for now... wil blog tmr... night tmr again... :)