i know u care, i know u love me...
but dun u think that there's a limit to all this?
u can't control my every move....
i need some space....
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u just dun understand.....
if i was really such a person,
i would have said yes long ago and then end
up hurting everyone around....
think i wouldn't love to?
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i wander why i think that the whole family
problems are on my head... but they literally
are.... and my mum is not making it any easier....
think my mum needs communication lessons...
even my dad thinks so....lol....
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and i think my brother is up to something....
when its my day off, i'm goin to follow him
around...... lol... ;)..
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its over!...
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feel broken down my body aches
my heart, it bleeds from past deeds
can't stop the tears, they fall like rain
the words are spinning round my brain
so scared and feeling so alone
the coldness fills my every bone
no food no sleep, can't think at all
each way i turn, another wall
this darkness haunts my very soul
my world seems dead i've lost control...
